Military Friends & Civilian Friends, The Difference..


As a military veteran I often find myself between two sets of friends, the ones I served with and those I didn’t.  I try to explain to my civilian friends what makes the other different, but it’s difficult to explain.  I found this floating around Face book among my friends who’ve I served with.  Although … Continue reading

Our Current State Simplified…


Leaders are killing in the name of beautification. Music is made by the protesters. There are no jobs to be had for the workers. We create our own invisible boundaries. Those boundaries make us neglect our creativity and honesty in the name of sales. Music and the press is propagandized and truth hidden from the … Continue reading

CONFESSIONS OF THE BRO CODE


Hold up now.  I’ve got to respond to the post  “A Man Without A Hand”  that Confessions of A Stray At Home Mom wrote….         The bro code is totally on point. And it’s true a Bro never tells.. C’mon Crystal you’ve known me longer than most people and you’re one of my best friends and … Continue reading

I’M 25/8


That’s how I feel.. Sometimes I despise my mind… I wish it had an off switch… Then I could just rest peacefully… But there is so much to do, to many plans to keep together… Sometimes life is full of work. But we keep going. Maybe in hopes we’ll find that rest and relaxation? when … Continue reading

WASN’T GOOD ENOUGH


I ain’t gonna lie, I used to wake up with thoughts of you on my mind But now you just get on my nerves even when you’re not even trying People tell me that its gonna be better but I tell them that they’re lying My love for you is definitely dying and the way … Continue reading

AN UNKOMMUN SHORT.


Here’s a bonus entry tonight. I wrote this to myself the other day. Thought I’d share…                       What you think and believe to be true about yourself will eventually become true. The same goes for your goals and success. If you believe that you can and … Continue reading

THE LATEST.


Well the latest update is, there is no update… Yup, haven’t heard back from the medical guys in Dallas yet. I wish they’d hurry up. You know, that’s the one thing that never changes, no matter what base you’re stationed at dealing with our health care system is a pain in the ass! I want … Continue reading

Slipping Away


Slipping Away This is getting old, so you better find a reason To keep your head above the water and keep breathing I know what you’re thinking, how it’d be easy letting go And watch your body sink, into its grave below Looking back now, it’s so clear to see You could never be honest … Continue reading

The World Comes Apart


NOT FEELING IT ANYMORE.


So here I am sitting at work and all it does is remind me of how much I don’t want to be here. I didn’t want to come here, and I actually had a choice about it, but, I had to take care of business. I love life and I think you should make every … Continue reading

HE SAID, SHE SAID, BICKERING AND UNDER THE BREATH TALKING.


That’s it, I’m done. I won’t be involved. Confront the situations head on as they come when they come. Just gotta make sure you’re right. And I haven’t been. I’ve been letting the bickering go on too long. I just keep listening to it, enabling it to continue. I have to stop that. How come … Continue reading

SLIPPIN OUT…


Somthing most people don’t know about me… As most know I can be an independent person. I’m always taking off not saying where I’m going. And when I get back I never say where I’ve been. I mean sure if you ask I might tell you or at least say something like, “Just around”, “Had … Continue reading

SOME RANDOM THOUGHTS.


Just live life. That’s what I always say. Do you ever feel inspired to do something but you’re just not sure what? That’s how I’ve been feeling. I’m listening to Led Zeppelin – Over The Hills And Far Away. A great song! You guys remember when we’d just hang out and listen to the classic … Continue reading

Hard to Walk Away


It was so had to walk away When you had that look in your eye I could see that you wanted me to stay You say I don’t care but i’m dying inside One day maybe you’ll understand that I had to stand strong Life didn’t go as planned but you’ve got to stay strong … Continue reading

I Know What It’s Like


I know what it’s like to wake up screaming in a cold sweat lost in the night Hoping to find I was only dreaming No such luck woke up in the middle of my life I know what it’s like slipping through your fingers when everything you love is taken away The only thing that … Continue reading

VEGAS JULY 2010


                                It was a good trip this year. Better than normal and this time it was a special occasion. It was a privilege to be part of the baptism of my new god son Noah! This was an exciting time for all … Continue reading

EXERCISE, EXERCISE, EXERCISE… BLAH, BLAH, BLAH… I DONT CARE…


This officially sucks! sitting at the hospital on base trying to pick up my medical records. I need to send them to the Naval Air Station in Fortworth for review. That’s the last step in getting everything done so I can move back to Dallas. Problem is, they are right in the middle of an … Continue reading

FINALLY OPENED THAT BOOK


Yup, I finally did it. I took the book out of the wrapper today. And I even scanned through it some. I would say I read it but I didn’t, just kinda scanned through some of the main points. I’m not really worried about cause 1. It’s about my job that I do every day … Continue reading

YOU’RE CHOICE BY BILL HICKS


“Life is like a ride in an amusement park. When you go on it, you think it’s real, because that’s how powerful our minds are. The ride goes up and down and around and around; it has thrills and chills and it’s very brightly colored, and it’s very loud and it’s fun for a while. … Continue reading

A BUS RIDE IN ABU’S


Well, now I’m on a bus full of other military guys and girls. We are on our way to pretend like we’re deploying. It’s call a “Deployment fair”, why I have no clue. There are no corn dogs or deep-fried Twinkies! this is gay. I swear half the people on this bus didn’t bath this … Continue reading

MAINTAINING… (RANDOMNESS)


Some times its seem like no matter what you do all you earn is stress. But hey that’s just life right? still we look for that release and that happiness.  Stress is inevitable, peace isn’t.    It’s all about finding the balance and maintaining.   I’m just a man trying to stay stain free… Who … Continue reading

COLLABORATION AND TOMORROW…


Ideas are not born out of nowhere. Although there is an arguable “eureka” moment we have, but our thoughts and ideas do not just simply happen. They come together more often than we think through collaboration. Imagine a coffee shop that is full of friendly people. All of them there for a common purpose. But … Continue reading

DISCLAIMER…


What you have to understand is these are my thoughts.. Mostly as they happen.. And usually at total random as I move through life… You know, just observations of mine… What I’m saying is, i don’t really write to entertain you or to say this is what i believe. I write to simplify and solidify … Continue reading

Crystal


So Crystal, my very best girl friend has convinced me to start a blog and write down all the crazy shit in my head.. We’ll have to see how this goes. Maybe I’ll even remember to update it? Who knows?